Tuesday, May 30, 2006
cry no more..
where did that determination and perserverance went to..
im starting to think we wont even last a year...
i really dont wanna think like that...
but there're really far too many disappointments..
far too much in us that we're always unhappy....
few days back at the playground..
u said 'wo men yi ding hui kuai le.' ..
but only to let me find out yesterday,
dat u din mean what u say..
yesterday at the playground..
one last chance was given to you...
given to the both of us..
i really hope u cherish this last chance...
becos i really dont wanna be disappointed anymore..
i wanna cry no more.. i wanna worry no more..
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today.. we even studied together..
after studying 1 and a half years,
studying the SAME syllabus of sec 1..
u still cant tell me a simple thing like the formula for area of triangle..?
baobei.. im really disappointed.
u told me u're studying, but WHAT are u really studying...
2 months back, at parkway, i taught u all the times divide.
and we practised it until u were so damn good at it..
but today when i asked u to do a sum,
u cant do it....
whats the point i spend so much effort and time to teach..
its to SEE YOU PASSING UR EXAMS. isnt it baobeiiii ??
but are you doing justice to me?
by forgetting everything i've taught..
by NOT practising what i've taught...
are you?
i dun wanna get disappointed animore..
i wanna worry bout u no more...
u gotta learn to be independant and disciplined..
i cant plan everything for u all the time...
i get very very tired... im sure u know.....
its been 8months.. trying to shape you into a gd gf..
teaching u lessons in life..
teaching u how to be tolerant and patient person..
teaching u how to bring blames to urself, and nort blame ppl.
teaching u to love, and putting aside all de hate within u.
so many lessons u've learnt when u're with me..
i hope u dont forget them.
one last chance..
pls cherish it.
i dun even wanna think what will happen,
if u brk ur promise again...
i hope u meant what u said..
becos i wanna cry no more.
i really love u so much wenwen.
pls do smth bout whats goin on now.
i love you.
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wenwen and i went out today!
we met up eugene and jodie later and took neoprints!
shall post the pictures tmr.. im really tired. =D
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