Tuesday, May 16, 2006
shane: a msg for a fren.
went to jog with renee just now.
at the reservoir. gawd. im really suck at long distance.
i could jog 2.4km before stopping last time,
and thruout the whole reservoir, i only stopped 2times before comin to de end.
but TODAY,
within 2km, i stopped once already.
means at the 1km mark, i stopped, finally upon reaching the 2km mark,
i stopped again.
my 2.4km run during NAPFA, was 10.20mins last year..
geee... now i feel so lousy.
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aniways..
i've a message for a fren.
friend, you shld know who you are.
and if u're reading this, this msg goes for you.
the only reason why im keepin that blog,
is mentioned in my 2nd last post.
1stly, its becos dat blog has been goin for 2 years since 2004.
renee and i started it that time.
so its like our frenship blog.
put urself in my position, a blog u treated like ur own diary,
for 2 years.. and. finally to delete it ??
would you ?
2ndly, its becos i've blogged FAR too much in that blog.
95% of the time im bloggin there.
renee doesnt even blog 5%.
more or less its has became like my own personal blog.
ALL my readers are reading,
i wun for the sake of smth, delete that blog.
3rdly, its becos to acknowledge my fren,
who has a good skills in graphic design,
and she SPECIALLY did that blogskin for us.
thats another reason why i will nort change the skin.
more or less. that blog means alot to me.
and.
i always believe, if u love and respect someone,
u'll learn to love and respect her friends.
renee and i dont even meet up often.
let me tell you fren.
this is de 2nd time i met up renee,
in the
LAST 8 MONTHS, ever since i got attached.
IF im meeting renee up, ALL the time,
or every now and then meeting her,
i can understand why u're unhappy.
but right now, i dun even meet her often at all !
its only the 2nd time in 8months.
maybe u're unhappy becos renee and i had a past.
but after all, thats a past i DARE to say.
mark my words.
renee has her own bf,
i have my own gf.
we're all young adults,
we know how to draw the line.
renee has her own life.
i lead my own life.
she's so busy that we dun even talk much.
just a once in awhile catchup. simple like that.
friend, your unhappiness lies with renee.
u could have just settled it with her.
however, since u've came up to me.
i dun mind helping you, if u haf ani problems.
after all i AM a sensitive bf in my own way too. =]
that blog.
i have too many reasons to keep it.
you have my contact number.
if there's anithing with me, u can give me a call fren. =]
as for renee,
its okay.. im sure u're really upset.
but.. dun worry bout it yar ? its over!
just be glad that its over ger!
really, dun haf to be sorry.
although this kinda thing has never happened to me before.
but actually. im able to handle it so maturely,
it proves, after all, i've grown up isnt it.
haha.
im no longer the harsh insensible kid i was.
yes! frens be proud of me. i've grown. =]
».lostindestars.« @ 5:36 AM
