Thursday, November 23, 2006
performance update.
performance yesterday was TOTALLY screwed.
just as screwed as im feeling now. totally.
happily, priscilla and i,
went parkway kbox. practise practise practise.
from 3pm all the way to 5.15pm.
went up yamaha, found out the karaoke CD was MISSING.
.... screwed..
was ALREADY very very upset.
i decided to cab back, but on my way back,
the driver told me, i may not make it to KOVAN in time,
if i went home to get my stuff, den go down to KOVAN again.
so..... i decided to turn back all the way back to parkway again.
bloody hell.. just less than 10minutes in the cab,
cost me $6.40 .. what the...
because Mr Tan would be fetchin us,
so i went back to parkway.
GUESS WHAT?
despite being so flustered and upset already,
i went back to parkway, ONLY to find out that the peeps HAVE LEFT !!!
...........
..... (!@#()$*)@#*$)*@)(*$)(@*#$)(
*@#)($my mood hit rock bottom,and i was on the verge of breaking down.yes, i AM emotional.imagine looking forward to your performance.even made arrangements to go kbox to practise,and den find out your CD's missing,after which u INTENDED to cab back,but halfway thru turned back
and find out the fare's $6.40 for less den 10mins.after which, found out everyone's gone without you.
yeap... so... made my own way to suntec,den walked very very fast to cityhall mrt.
took mrt to kovan.
mood was messed totally.....
what im proud of myself.
i've learnt 1 thing.
yes, i AM a very temperamental person.
HOWEVER, i didnt let my emotions took the better of me when i was on stage!
my ELECTONE piece, Kill Bill, was played and executed with my re-arranged parts.
practically NEARING perfect.
this is the first time, i really did put aside all emotions,
and indulge myself with my music,
performing the piece to its best.
this is something,
i'm very very proud of myself.
guys please give some praise please. hahaha...
crap.. i just wanna say my mood was really really bad.
but still i did overcome this barrier,
put aside all other distracting feelings.
and performed my piece to its best.
thanks everyone for the wonderful performance as well.
to renee:
honestly, on behalf of everyone else,
i just wanna tell you, we're very glad to have you back with us.
you were ALWAYS part of us. so please, no more quitting yes ?
i believe everyone else feels the same as me.
yep, glad to have you back ger. =]
to xm:
xm, jia you. we're all emotional and temperamental.
i've showed you yesterday.
i can do it. this is something i've always told ppl, but never did it.
yesterday, i did it.
i proved to ppl i wont let my emotions affect my performance.
jia you. =]
».lostindestars.« @ 9:44 AM
