that music.

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

cry no more..

where did that determination and perserverance went to..
im starting to think we wont even last a year...
i really dont wanna think like that...

but there're really far too many disappointments..
far too much in us that we're always unhappy....

few days back at the playground..
u said 'wo men yi ding hui kuai le.' ..
but only to let me find out yesterday,
dat u din mean what u say..

yesterday at the playground..
one last chance was given to you...
given to the both of us..
i really hope u cherish this last chance...

becos i really dont wanna be disappointed anymore..
i wanna cry no more.. i wanna worry no more..
...

today.. we even studied together..
after studying 1 and a half years,
studying the SAME syllabus of sec 1..
u still cant tell me a simple thing like the formula for area of triangle..?

baobei.. im really disappointed.
u told me u're studying, but WHAT are u really studying...
2 months back, at parkway, i taught u all the times divide.
and we practised it until u were so damn good at it..
but today when i asked u to do a sum,
u cant do it....

whats the point i spend so much effort and time to teach..
its to SEE YOU PASSING UR EXAMS. isnt it baobeiiii ??
but are you doing justice to me?
by forgetting everything i've taught..
by NOT practising what i've taught...
are you?

i dun wanna get disappointed animore..
i wanna worry bout u no more...
u gotta learn to be independant and disciplined..
i cant plan everything for u all the time...
i get very very tired... im sure u know.....
its been 8months.. trying to shape you into a gd gf..
teaching u lessons in life..
teaching u how to be tolerant and patient person..
teaching u how to bring blames to urself, and nort blame ppl.
teaching u to love, and putting aside all de hate within u.
so many lessons u've learnt when u're with me..
i hope u dont forget them.

one last chance..
pls cherish it.

i dun even wanna think what will happen,
if u brk ur promise again...
i hope u meant what u said..
becos i wanna cry no more.

i really love u so much wenwen.
pls do smth bout whats goin on now.
i love you.

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wenwen and i went out today!
we met up eugene and jodie later and took neoprints!
shall post the pictures tmr.. im really tired. =D

lostindestars. 12.09am

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Sunday, May 28, 2006

try flirting with my gf.

perhaps, before i even start cursing and swearing,
u guys shld read something.
this is a conversation between baobei's online fren and baobei.

StInGx.. " w e n d y - just a kiss, to seal all the pain. "
hahax ur ht so nice for me u noe
StInGx.. " w e n d y - just a kiss, to seal all the pain. "
hugg u from the back
StInGx.. " w e n d y - just a kiss, to seal all the pain. "
can rest me chin on ur head
StInGx.. " w e n d y - just a kiss, to seal all the pain. "
=x
StInGx.. " w e n d y - just a kiss, to seal all the pain. "
i tried b4, as long as dun abv 1.7 i can rest my chin nicely hahax
StInGx.. " w e n d y - just a kiss, to seal all the pain. "
ohh gosh i luv to hug n cuddle
StInGx.. " w e n d y - just a kiss, to seal all the pain. "
=x
StInGx.. " w e n d y - just a kiss, to seal all the pain. "
no larhx i tink juz like 1 head taller den u nia
StInGx.. " w e n d y - just a kiss, to seal all the pain. "
hahahx i can imagine hugging u frm behind den u noe lower my head give u a peck on ur ch eeks
StInGx.. " w e n d y - just a kiss, to seal all the pain. "
=x

.. whats more ?

" w e n d y - just a kiss, to seal all the pain. "·$1 StInGx..
i dowan studyyyyyyyyyyy
StInGx.. ·$1" w e n d y - just a kiss, to seal all the pain. "·$1
den wad u want
" w e n d y - just a kiss, to seal all the pain. "·$1 StInGx..
i wan to sleep.
StInGx.. ·$1" w e n d y - just a kiss, to seal all the pain. "·$1
u want slp i let u cuddle lorhx
StInGx.. ·$1" w e n d y - just a kiss, to seal all the pain. "·$1
hahahx
StInGx.. ·$1" w e n d y - just a kiss, to seal all the pain. "·$1
i go hugg u to slp
StInGx.. ·$1" w e n d y - just a kiss, to seal all the pain. "·$1
want?
StInGx.. ·$1" w e n d y - just a kiss, to seal all the pain. "·$1
=x

..im getting pissed.

StInGx.. ·$1" w e n d y - i feel so weak.. "·$1
hahahahx
StInGx.. ·$1" w e n d y - i feel so weak.. "·$1
who ask u dun wan b my gal
StInGx.. ·$1" w e n d y - i feel so weak.. "·$1
=x
StInGx.. ·$1" w e n d y - i feel so weak.. "·$1
hahahx
StInGx.. ·$1" w e n d y - i feel so weak.. "·$1
so many things i wanna do with u larhx hahax but no chance

yar. do what??
thank goodness u din mention it.
otherwise u'll be seeing me at ur doorstep, with a fucking chopper,
ready to chop u up.

...
yar. big fuck.
so what if im short?
im so fucking pissed with this TALL 19yr old guy,
who fucking thinks that he can talk so cheeky with EVERY girl.

he looks like a bloody retard,
and wants to talk like that to my GF,
as if wendy is HIS.

woah. hug wenwen from the back?
kiss her cheeks?
fuck u. let me warn u and ur bloody mouth.
or hands that is cos u're typing.
DUN EVER TRY TO FLIRT MY GF.
otherwise.....

i just tagged that asshole's board.
i dun fucking bother if his frens will know.
if he DARE to say these kinda words and talk like that,
whats dere to be afraid of.
he is lucky, and shld be glad,
that i DIDNT post everything he said on his tagboard.

u're a bloody 19 year old kid,
and u wanna flirt my 14 yr old gf like that?
HELLO. this is MY gf u're flirting with?!?

okay.
chill out.
sorry baobei.
i dun meant to be mean and dull in the conversation.
i know its nort ur fault,
but i cant help getting angry over it.
u shld know.

when u told me face to face just now,
i din show any signs of happiness.
i din wan our time spent together to be ruined.
so i kept quiet bout it,
and thus we had so much fun just now.
one of our happier days right?

but sorry, when i actually read the conversation itself.
i cant help it, but to get angry.
its nort ur fault.
but oh wells. nvm.
just let me know if he ever talks to u so cheeky again.

StInGx.. " w e n d y - just a kiss, to seal all the pain. "
i tried b4, as long as dun abv 1.7 i can rest my chin nicely hahax
" w e n d y - just a kiss, to seal all the pain. " StInGx..
!!!!!!!!!!!!!
" w e n d y - just a kiss, to seal all the pain. " StInGx..
REALLY ARH
" w e n d y - just a kiss, to seal all the pain. " StInGx..
OMG !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
" w e n d y - just a kiss, to seal all the pain. " StInGx..
eeeeeeeeeee. bu yao tempt wo

.... im just kinda upset.
from the way u responded.
so yes. im short. so what the fuck is wrong with that.
tempt you?
.....

StInGx.. ·$1" w e n d y - just a kiss, to seal all the pain. "·$1
yeayea
" w e n d y - just a kiss, to seal all the pain. "
coz i like tall guys alot.
StInGx.. ·$1 " w e n d y - just a kiss, to seal all the pain."·$1
T__________T
StInGx.. " w e n d y - just a kiss, to seal all the pain. "·$1
tts y i love gals with straight hair
StInGx.. ·$1" w e n d y - just a kiss, to seal all the pain. "·$1
hahahx
" w e n d y - just a kiss, to seal all the pain. "·$1 StInGx..
ni hen gao ne !!!!!

yeah.. u sure do like tall guys ALOT yar.
so whats the big F with tall guys.
i did say i prefer shorter gurls to you,
but i never said to anyone else that i preferred shorter gurls.
instead, whenever people ask me bout my gf,
one of my first few lines would always be,
"my gf's taller then me! "
and im proud to let them know.

StInGx.. ·$1" w e n d y - just a kiss, to seal all the pain. "·$1
hahahahax
StInGx.. ·$1" w e n d y - just a kiss, to seal all the pain. "·$1
u must b dam xiang
StInGx.. ·$1" w e n d y - just a kiss, to seal all the pain. "·$1
=x
StInGx.. ·$1" w e n d y - just a kiss, to seal all the pain. "·$1
esp ur hair '
StInGx.. ·$1" w e n d y - just a kiss, to seal all the pain. "·$1
=x
" w e n d y - just a kiss, to seal all the pain. "·$1 StInGx..
who say. chou chou de ok.
" w e n d y - just a kiss, to seal all the pain. "·$1 StInGx..
LOL.

just look at the way u're chatting.
u're just making him feel that u enjoy chatting with him.
thats why he continues chatting more and more cheeky.
if u din like the way he's chatting,
u'd have remained DULL or even nort reply him, right?
but... look at the way u're chatting...

haa.. yar.
im a FUCKING short guy.
yar. so whats the big prob now?

i must have been so sensitive.
and i dont know why im getting emotional.
that im actually in tears now. -___-"

bleah.
whatever it is.
fuck u TING RUI.
u BETTER watch how u speak.
i dun FUCKING care how tall u're.
if u continue talking to my gf in this manner.
i SWEAR i'll get to you.
MARK MY WORDS.
i aint some bloody ah beng.
but i fucking detest de pervertic ways u talk to my gf.
watch ur words boy.

i love you baobei wenwen.

.lostindestars. 2am

Â».lostindestars.Â« @ 10:00 AM

Saturday, May 27, 2006

jurong point shopping centre!

wenwen and i went
jurong point shopping centre today!

was a super big place!
although only 3 storeys.
gawd. de first floor eatery outlets.
macdonald, kfc, LJS, pizza hut, subway and more!
almost everything they have lar!

so wenwen and i went walking ard.
and went into toysrus!
introducingggggg....~~

wenwen the skatergirl !
HEY WHATS WITH THE STUCK UP FACE! XD~

hula hoop also wanna play. bth. =P

this was a great shot! see the ball flying ? =D
hehheheh!

apart from that!
i met a character from star wars!
a female too !
she was generous enough to pose for my camera. =D
introducing the female Darth Vader. XD~

this shot was candid! serious! =D

and i decided to take photo with Ms Darth Vader. =D

i unmasked the darth vader and she went beserk and started attacking me!
thank god i had good reflexes and picked up another sword to duel with her!

it was a tough fight!
this darth vader was abit pervertic!
kept aiming my butt with her sword!

HAHA okay.
after walking...
and a few games at the arcade,
we got hungry.
had our meal at Kopitiam!

she had baked rice.

i had meatball spaghetti.
and i thought this would be nice.
cheese hotdog, all from the same stall.
but the cheese hotdog turned out super horrible.

when we were on the MRT to boon lay,
we went past this BIG 'reservoir,
it was in between lakeside and chinese garden.
so.. i called up Rinaldi to check on the details,
as i thought that rinaldi shld know.
so... rin told us that the place is actually not a reservoir.
its the chinese garden.

wenwen wanted to go...
so.... yup we went dere!

but when we reached dere. it was getting dark.
after strolling around for awhile,
we decided to go home as it was really too dark.
but it was REALLY windy! a good nice romantic place. =P

our tour guide, telling us how to get back to the MRT station. =O

alritee...
we had a long day..
we met up around.. 2.50pm.
and i left wenwen at 8.50pm! yuppp.
ard 6hrs we met ! love u darlinggg.
missing u already. =D

.lostindestars. 1.57AM

Â».lostindestars.Â« @ 9:59 AM

Friday, May 26, 2006

titans drumline's gonna kick arse!

hoorayyy!
today there was band practice!

yesterdae, there was also band practice.
so... khairul composed the drumline score.
yuppp. so... he taught de titans drumline to play.
after that they played.. and after teaching my Concert Percussion.
its called Concert Percussion now, its no longer called Pit or Sideline Percussion.
yupp. so after teaching my Concert Percussion, i went down to listen them play.

uh huh..
gave quite a few comments.
the cadence was great !
the cadence consists of a tom solo, a snare solo,
and i think there's a bass solo too.
nort very bad.

but the bad thing was,
there were loads of repeats,
half the score were repetitions of a cadence.
and the dynamics, the volume and power,
is nort well done yet. nort balanced,
too monotonous.

the bass drums were often OVERPOWERING the line.
yup...

so i brought home khairul's drumline score which he composed.
and i decided to.... SPICE UP the score !
with my talent, and khairul's talent.
we did the best score ever, for a drumline.
haha..

although some parts we dun see eye to eye,
but still after all its his score, he composed it.
so.. yar. i din make everything my way,
just like i did back in 2004. yuppp.
so.. yar. the whole thing now, sounds damn great.
damn good. hoo hoo~

okay.. im just a lil disappointed..
that the multiple bass drums didnt perform up to my expectation today.
the same for the cymbals.

to all the bands performing on balloon hat festival,
TITANS DRUMLINE, is gonna kick ass! =D

gawd. when have i become so uncouth.
HA HA HA. those idiots in the line must had influenced me.
HA HA HA. =x

okay...
aniways.
my blog reader, evelynn.
i just got to know her.
okay.. she's a little unique as compared to other gurls.
she loves to style her hair. -____-"
another hair freak like me.
LOL.

okay larh.
nice knowing u my fren!
but remember, dun overdo the hair yar!
a little outstanding and cool on the hair is good,
yar, but nort too much yar?
gals need nort look as bold looking in appearance.
but guys..
HEH HEH HEH. XD~

and guess what!
she's got a 20yr old brother..
who plays piano the way i do!
listen to songs, can play liao! OMG!
somemore is classical leh!
gawd. classical songs are nort easy to listen and play.
i'd like to know her bro some day. haha.

HMM...
its saturday already..
and i've nort dong my arrangement..
but im ard 90% done with the rock song..
but cant play at the full speed yet of course.

shld i do my arrangement tmr?
hmmm......

alrite shall end here.
time to slp!

1.52AM

Â».lostindestars.Â« @ 10:36 AM

Thursday, May 25, 2006

no more 'talks'.. ever again.

wenwen and i had a horrible night.
another one of our worst 'talks'.
of course i was talking all the time..

i hope after this talk,
u'll finally learn how to be content.
learn how to treasure..
know how much i've done for u..

maybe wenwen shld stop thinking bout how angry u shld get..
and start thinkin bout how much i've done..
and whether or nort there's ani need to be angry or nort.

but..
its also becos of this 'talk',
that we've gotten stronger once again.
but i just wanna remain at this point,
as strong as the way we're now.
and have NO MORE 'talks' in future.
cos these talks are upsetting and tiring..

wenwen promised me..
this time u promised, u haf to do it..
u've to control ur temper baobei.
u have to.

8months, i never let go of our relationship,
becos i know i can influence u the good way,
and make u into the right person for me..
its really hard.. its really tiring..
but im trying really hard!

but since baobei promised me le.....
keep ur promise alritee? i love you deariee.
love you so so so much.
we've once again grown stronger in bond.
no more 'talks' ever again....

muah. i love you baobei. =]

1.12AM

Â».lostindestars.Â« @ 10:09 AM

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

changed hairstyle! hamster bedding!

okay!
let me start the post,
with some pics of me. =x
OKAY IM A CAMERAWHORE. XD~

alright!
gawwd.
i've been on the electone for 1 hr 30mins!
around there lar.

hmm!
i told myself, if im unable to
discipline myself on exercising,
i HAVE to discipline myself music-wise.
after all its my dream and passion.

HA HA.
XM u watch lar! u watch it!
i CAN discipline myself okayyy!
music-wise. XD~

that new rock song.
i feel that im more or less quite familiar with all de parts now.
although its not easy putting them together,
and playing them smoothly. but i'll continue to practise!
just 1hr 30mins, plus last nite's 30mins,
im familiar with the parts already.
now is abit of coordinating and putting the parts together. =]

this song im practising now,
is definitely NOT my grade.
probably 1 or 2 grades harder.

heh heh.
i always challenge myself to play and practise songs harder den my grade.
for instance, when i was Grade 7,
i was already practising "Part Of Your World" from Grade 6
(electone's grades dont increase, but decrease. ) =]

and now, im taking grade 6 lessons now,
but when i hear nice songs,
songs which i really like, regardless of grade, i take de scores. XD~
like.. i took the "Your Song" which is grade 5.
and can play already! =p

okay larh. nort trying to show off.
but just wanna say, we all shld challenge ourselves. XD~

and now..
this rock song, is damn hard larh!
but...... im gonna do it! im gonna practise hard. =D
c'mon guys, i could use abit of ur support verbally. =D

aniways, its been quite some time,
since i last had a fast song to play.
my 2 fast songs, back in 2004 and 2005.
were the famous ones which i often play and blast,
during showroom performances in yamaha school,
or during electone performances outside, or even in MY secondary school,
or even my own Family & Friends Concert with renee,
which yamaha organised for us.

these 2songs are namely,
Ban Ban and
Nightbirds .
which i remember, Mr Tan improvised for me,
and made it sound super nice for the 2nd song. haha. =D

man. time really flies. those 2 songs were back in 2004 and 2005.
they were the only fast songs i played back then.
its been sometime since i last had a new fast song.
so... yeah im gonna learn it and hopefully dere'd be a showroom performance? =D

okayy..
lets blog bout yesterday! =]

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MAY 23rd !

i changed my parting today! okay.. i know there's no parting.
OKAY! i dont know how to phrase it.
my fringe used to be on the left, so today i blew it to the right,
and after straightening,
i felt that i look gd enuf, and dont even need to style. XD~

isnt it more natural look now? =D
yayyy *cheers*
save my 45mins on hair styling. HA HA.

wenwen and i went out!
bad bad wenwen din go school, cos she say there're no activities in school,
as its after exams. oh wells. =O
okay so we met up!

and .. we went to Simei Eastpoint's renovated Pet Safari.
they din really renovate i guess, the shop probably isnt making much money,
so dey decided to... make de shop SMALLER ? =O
okay larh. still love looking ard in pet shops.
yup yuppp.

after which, wenwen and i had waffles and bubbletea again!
after the snacks, it was time to camerawhore. =D

i had these 3 pics editted larh.
no choice, my eyebags were DAMN big. =x
and why does my eyebrow looks as if its in 2 parts.

ALRITE!
and den... off we went to tampines mall for BOMBERMAN!

WARH!
WARH !
WARH !

guess what!
we completed the whole game of bomberman yesterday!
i always complete the game myself, and wenwen dies halfway,
and doesnt want to continue ma.
but YESTERDAY!

both of us, used only ONE token!
and we completed the whole game!
although wenwen died at the stage of the last boss,
but she MADE it to the last final stage !! wheeeeeeee.
MUAH~ love my bomberman pro baobei~ XD~

haha. and did i tell u guys..
that i completed the game last week.
with a TOP score of 307150 ?
HA HA HA. not just anyone can hit 30,000 lor. =p
i see the high scores in the game, all only like,
24k , or 25 k the highest dere was 27 k.
but i made it to 30k !
3 cheers for shane! hip hip~ hooray~ XD~

haha okay.
so after the game,
wenwen wanted to change hamster bedding,
so.. we went eugene's house to change.
as i cant go up to wen's house.
so yar! we changed dere. =D

me and eugene's baby brother.

they were rather hyper after we changed the bedding.
i mean wenter and danter.
guess what. now that they've growned older,
im beginning to see that wenter MAY be a MALE,
and danter MAY be a FEMALE. LOL !
hahaha. i dont know larh...
i dun bother, i just HOPE that both are diff genders,
so they can breed. = (( *prays hard*

aniway, back to topic,
they were running ard de cage.. here and dere.
and after that, they got tired.

LOOK AT THEM!!!
both hamsters lying down upside down sidebyside!
this is not a sight u see everyday. LOL. having so much fun must be.

after which, they slpt like logs. -__-"
we decided to disturb it, and move move the cage,
so the wheel will move,
HAHA. BUT STILL THEY REMAIN in their positions.
slping like logs. XD~

alrite!
thats all for today and yesterdae! =]

6.18pm

Â».lostindestars.Â« @ 2:11 AM

Monday, May 22, 2006

HAMTER POST! XD~

so yesterday,
after electone lesson,
i went to wenwen's area to meet her,
wenter and danter. =D

urm. yesterday's date was urm...
YUP GOT IT.

MAY 21st !

hamsters really grow super fast!
check out wenter's rapid growth in size!

this was dated MAY 11th.
and check this out now~

dated MAY 21st.
only TEN days, and this is how much wenter has grown,
hasnt it really grown in size by almost a notch?

danter in the HOMESWEETHOME i made few days back. =D

the cage seems more complete now,
with the treehouse, and homesweethome which i made for them.
but wenwen is starting to regret as the hamsters are growing bigger each day,
and the cage seems really too small for them. =p
see la! ask u buy the expensive one u dowan that time. =((

wenwen lao sai (diarrhoea) sia ! eeeeeee!

and she ate her sai . HA HA HA!
NO LARH.
we bought waffle for dinner snack.
den.. she chose chocolate flavour,
and it so happens that the person put TOO MUCH chocolate larh,
so when wenwen took de waffle out, the MELTED choco dripped all over.
XD~

MAY 17th !

this day i met wenwen up,
to pass her the little home i made for wenter & danter. =D

this is it.. simple isnt it,
its just a normal plastic container. =]

horriblee... recently wenwen's eyes been having all these pus bubbles.
filled with pus, and sometimes when she wakes up in the morning,
she find's her eyes super sticky, and sometimes with blood.

baobei go consult doctor pls!
today dandan also saw ur bubble. =((

MAY 18th !

this day!
i brought both wenter & danter home !
and let dem play ard in my cage! XD~

look at them!
haha this cage, the cloth tied dere, was done by bro,
cos he saw a similar one done in a jap pet book. =]

i've to seperate both cages,
they're still too small to be put together with Nesa.
i almost caused wenter's life u know!
i CAREFULLY put them together, trying to see if they can peace out tgt,
nesa charged towards wenter, luckily i pulled nesa away.
its nort nesa's fault.
Nesa's really a good gurl!
she never gives us problem one!
but its a natural thing that hamsters cannot any-o-how be put tgt.

yupp! so i separated the cages,

this is how it looks like,
thats the connecting tube on the left,
oh wait, do u see smth inside?

ooooo! who is this?

HAHA! its wenter. XD~

this is the first place danter went,
when he went into the cage. LOL.
thats the litter 'house' lar can. LOL.

danter went up, and wenter tagged along.

danter went down, and wenter appears to be goin down too. LOL.

den wenter went on my wheel!
so u can probably see the difference in the sizes of MY wheel,
and baobei's cage's wheel if u scroll up. LOL.

my mini furball ! haha. XD~

while wenter was on the wheel,
danter went inside the connecting tube to rest.

too bad! i open the cap, and ka chiao him. =p

wenter drinking water!
so cute rightt! drink until eyes closed one. LOL.

den i decided to change to another view, so i opened the other cap,
and took the picture of wenter drinkin from that hole.

ahhh~ so cute. XD~~

subconsciously, i saw smth moving at the other end,
and it appeared that danter was in the connecting tube. LOL.

okay, enough of seeing wenter and danter.
lets COMPARE sizes, between them and my Nesa! XD~
TA DA !!
Nesa meets Danter !
heh heh. like i said, its nort easy to put them together.
and i've to be very careful when putting them tgt,
i just wanna take a picture of their DIFFERENCE in size.

so.. i got a brilliant idea!
i put them on top of the cage,
where they cant walk properly,
so they probably wun be able to attack each other. XD~

look at my HUGE furball Nesa !

Nesa's super HUGE right! loll. =p

this is wenter's size.

and this is Nesa. =P

OKAY!
so overall..
they're really a cute couple.

eat together...

drink side by side..

dazing away together..

cuddle together..

hug one another..

slp together. XD~

okayy! been blogging for almost 2 hours.
better come to an end. HEHE.
hope u guys like the hamster post! XD~

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